Now it’s evening. The time is nearly ten and I think I should go to sleep soon if I want to be able to wake up next morning. It’s difficult to go bed on time when there’s nobody controlling your live

I have there an awful big box of egg butter and I don’t know what I do with it. No matter how many Karelian pastys I eat, there is still too much of it. Today when I was in the shop the shop assistant looked me and my buyings (four Karelian pastys) very suspicously and I could read on her eyes ”Can here be only four pastys, so low prise!” I would have wanted to say a couple of chosen words (I’m not goin to steal any Karelian pastys, hey you, I’m not so poor!) but I succeeded to keep my mouth shut. By the way, I have now only 2,60 € left but luckily my dad goes here tomorrow with Vilja and brings some food with him so maybe I don’t have to beg money from my mum until next week.

We should write something about school. I don’t know what to think. I don’t know what I’m going to be, what I do after the Matriculation Examination. Yes, we are soon the oldest in this school.

Maybe I’d like to do something with my hands like repairing shoes or watchers. So why on earth did I choose to read long math or biology? I must be crazy, didn’t think my future when choosing those. But now I quit, the time is up and I’m going home. There I don’t have to think scary things like future.